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Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Like finally,I got here.I've been patient waiting for this lappy to access to the internet for the past 4 long hours.While waiting,I did had my lunch,my usual 3 hrs afternoon nap and checked my emails and other stuffs on the other comp.Well,both computers had been giving me a hard time but it's alright coz I just wanna update my post here if not I would'nt be so patient with it.I have no idea why do other people have no problem updating their post w/o so much waiting.Waiting for 3 to 4 hours,it just driving me crazy.

Skipped ACT today.Family went to my sister's graduation at NYP and I had to take care of my 6 yrs old "brother" who my mom baby sit since he was little.It was so irritating when he keeps waking me up as he was all alone outside.Damn,irritate me with something else but not my sleep.Approximately N level is in 3 to 4 months time.Having the second shot is no different.I really really want to get over it and move on.As far as I know,Im not a kind of person who didnt socialise with other people.Yes,I do talk and trying to interact with them but somehow I failed this time.No no,I don't think I fail but i guess it wasn't good enough?Not sure though.

I left with 3weeks to get my painting done.Now,im double coding it and been staying back till 6 -7 to finish it.Not including,the 5 boards.I hope I could finish it right on time.Hopefully.The deadline is on mid july.And now my tummy is growling,gotta have a bite!

love,
Ct Hanie(:

3:47 AM

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